lonewolfc1

For my Geeky friends

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 19:50:44 GMT

http://www.engadget.com/2009/10/20/surfacescapes-puts-dungeons-and-dragons-on-surface-makes-your-d20/

wow this is so cool!

quick update

Mon, 20 Oct 2008 15:29:41 GMT

just a quick update Shani has moved rooms and is now in Room 32

Shani in the hospital

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 03:48:38 GMT

Hey all, Shani is back in the hospital,she is rather ill and would really like some friends to drop buy or call her, though if you are not feeling well please don't go to visit her as any complications could kill her. She as also been developing allergys so please no perfumes or colons when seeing. She well be in the hospital in tell her surgery witch as been pushed back to the 17th of Nov. If you like to she her or talk to her on the phone, ether email me, or call me at 780-660-5612
Thanks all Rory

Shani

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 02:55:01 GMT

Shani is at the UofA in room 3D426

Shani

Sat, 27 Sep 2008 03:18:32 GMT

Hey all Shani is back in the hospital, not sure for how long, she has some problems with swallowing and dehydration so, as soon as I know more and what room she in, I let ever one know

OMG wow, I am made of win

Tue, 29 Jul 2008 03:17:12 GMT

When out shopping with Shani today, wow, Got a pair of shorts, and they were mixed up with the 42s, but it was a 38, and I fit in to them!, They were a little to tight, but they fit, give me another month and wow I think I will be down to a pant size I never would have though I would have seen!

A New Age

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 04:48:15 GMT

The World of Faerun is a shadow of it's former self. Its been 40 years since the Great Heroes ended the Grand Conspiracy that crossed the borders,and The Planes. Chalmauthra, Tolk, Captain McKial, Marabal,Sky, Anet and Kal'tor settled back down in Faerun, returning to Amn,which they had liberated years before.

Though as time passes, power changes, and two Great Wars of the Gods happened, leaving the World devastated and in ruins.

Now the Descendants of the heroes have left the utopian safety of Amn, travelling outwards to seek their fortune, also taked with bringing The Light to the world.

What the younger heroes will discover is that their parents legacy runs deep, the young new hero's have enemies they don't even know about. Will they make it in this Dark Age that has come across the Realm?

Or will they change the world like their parents before them?

INDIANA JONES

Wed, 21 May 2008 04:16:21 GMT

well, my plans to see it fell though becuse of a change in plans
so is there any one up to seeing it with me friday night?

long painfull week

Sat, 19 Apr 2008 03:07:16 GMT

Well I have not been talking much, since I was going to try to not say negative things on here. But I am at a point of such frustration and pain right now. after Dark Heresy on sunday I was feeling good and ready for my time with my self that would be starting this sunday, but this week has been, stressful to say that least, i'm not going to go in to all that happened but. right now I am in so much pain, both physically and mentally. I have been sleeping worst then every.. with suck since I have not been sleeping well for some time now. I have been not been able to keep all my emotions intact, I find my self getting jealous and lonely really easily. I have even scared my self with a few thoughts I have had lately. one of them was how easily I was to feel up set when my plans to night were canceled but I can blame her she had some thing with her family come up. As such I am not going to go in to hiding like I planed and really could use my friends. If any one is up for coffee, or a beer late me know, really could use some friends to chat with, or ever have distracted me and try to make me feel better.
thanks all
Rory

Some I am thinking of doing

Wed, 02 Apr 2008 01:35:37 GMT

I know have talked about disappearing for a week or two, and going on a bit of a vacation, to get away from things, well *sigh*, not going to happen the way I would like, right now it looks like, I probably do it right after VTM, though I well not be leaving town like I would like to, Can't afford the time off work, or to go any where, I if I do, I just not going to turn on msn, facebook, or post on here, my cell phone well be only on for family and emergency. I know it sucks that I can't get away from want of my biggest stress of the hell I call work, but right now, just taking some time out for my self. Not sure what I am going to be doing with my time, might try and get back in to writing, playing some games, but still not sure what I am going to be doing. but I ask you guys as my friends to leave me be during this time, I well let you know when it well happen
Rory

positive reinforcements vs negative

Thu, 20 Mar 2008 04:26:29 GMT

Ok every one, I would like to ask, please keep stop with the negative reinforcements to try to make me feel better about things. It dose not help, and make me feel worst about things. I would like more contrive and reinforcement, I am already feeling bad as it is about this situation, and I don't need to feel any worse.

On other things, I am feeling like my self again, though I do not have the self confident or self esteem back yet. I am all so feeling damn lonely so I my shy away form some social advents, but I am trying to be strong and stand an on own, but I do know I still needs my friends now and then to help me keep standing, this why I asking to stop with any of the negative reinforcement.

thanks all
Rory

my stores page

Sat, 16 Feb 2008 04:37:14 GMT

there my new LJ for my stores
http://firekeeper1977.livejournal.com/

feeling lost and week like a young cub

Sun, 10 Feb 2008 17:52:21 GMT

I feeling really out of it right now, have not had a good sleep in the last 3 weeks. I am lost in thought, feeling hurt, angry, tired and very frustrated. Though this is not all about this my feeling for one particular person. Things have been snowballing for some time, and thing just Exploded with thing that happen with the situation with her. I am going to be seeing a counselor about things. I just hope with all my trust issues I can open up who ever I talk to. Just so every one on the same playing level, Yeah, I fill for her rather hard, and I believe think would work out, just was going to take some time, for her to heal and find her self again. I believe this, hart, mind and faith. So any one think this is going to take a few more week to work out, your only Kidding your self. This is some think that going to take some time to heal. So if you see me walking around like a zombie, its me thinking and working on things, I have a lot to work on, Need to find my self again, need to finger out who I am, and where I am going. For the people that think, I just need to go out and get laid, go out and have fun meet some new people, and so on and so forth that part of the reason why I am here, I was not having fun dating, or toughs people that don't know know me well, is that dating has been one of the most pain full things in my life, I have never had a good relationship to look back on to remember the good time, I have very few good memories of dating, and the good memories are link to some of the biggest regrets in my life. I could really use is some one to rant to, a friend I trust, some one I can say some angry things to, about all toughs who are involved that I don't really mean, but just feeling because of stress, frustration and all that jazz, and so I don't hurt any of my friend ships I have, I don't want to hurt any one with how I feel, or any jealousies I have. Right now I do not feel like a strong wolf, I feel like a young cub, unsure about the world, afraid of everything, week and wanting to hide in the den. I know in time I well feel strong again, but I know its going to take time. But for now, I am hurt, and lost, need my friends to stand tall with me, and remind me thinks are not all bad and point me in the right directions, and slap me up side the head when with I bing stupid. Thanks all
Rory

walking Zombie

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 15:10:27 GMT

well, the only way to describe my self, is a walking zombie, I apologize to any one I miss who is talking to me, I am trying my best to pay attention to what going on.
well tonight I going to a friends 30th bdad, and as I said, well not be going to Suburbs, I wish all my friends that go there to have a good night, and have anoff fun for me
later all
Rory

feeling better

Wed, 05 Dec 2007 17:02:03 GMT

well, sleep decent the last two nights, and starting to really feel so much better.
I wish to thank every one for being there for me. especially wish to thank invisibleu for really pushing me

Mon, 26 Nov 2007 06:21:52 GMT

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In January I bought porn for finaira (10 points). Last Tuesday I ruled Canada as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). Last month on a flight to Vancouver, I stole the emergency flight information card (-40 points). In March I invaded Iraq, broke it, and couldn't glue it back together before Mom got home (-1012 points). In February I donated bone marrow to invisibleu in a life-saving procedure (300 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-1442 points). For Christmas I deserve a moldy sandwich!

Sincerely,
lonewolfc1

star light night

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 19:47:58 GMT

I stand below the night sky
looking up at stars first light
I take a deep breath in the cool night
looking up at stars first light
and I smile for the first time that night
I see my breath on the cool night
looking up at stars first light
I make my wish on the cool night air
looking up at stars first light
then I take in the silents of the night
looking up at stars first light

The Dreamers Dream

Sun, 14 Oct 2007 19:48:56 GMT

This is the Dreamer's Dream
I am the Dreamer, and this is my Dream
I watch all the Dreamer move about, and dance around me
but this is a Dream, the Dreamer's Dream
I got up and walked with the Dreamers, and watch them play
but this is a Dream, the Dreamer's Dream
I reached out to touch the Dreamer's, and they faded from sight
but this is a Dream, the Dreamer's Dream
I cry a little to see the Dreamers far away, but I sit and watch
I am the Dreamer, and this is my Dream

Blah!!! and I really starting to hate datting.

Thu, 27 Sep 2007 04:26:55 GMT

So I went out on my first date in nearly 2 years this evening.....what a hellish date it turn in to. got an email form a friend saying his setting me up on a blind date. well it was going to happen shortly after work....witch I thought would suck, would not have time to go home, since I had to get a hair cut.... this was not starting on the good side I thought, though maybe I finally luck out is what I kept thinking. Get there and she walk up to me and introduce her self. I thought Wow, the first girl I been set up with that was cute. and that was when things turn around, she for the most part was a religious zealot. she went on, on how everything I enjoy and everything I feel sacred is going to land me in hell, if I don't stop and excepted God.... *sigh*, I really didn't need this, the date only lasted 45 mins be for I had it on how I was going to hell. and said nice to met you, but not going to work out with use. I got home, start to figure things out for going to see Korn tomorrow, Should be a great night going with invisibleu. I called her after arranging a ride to get there so I had time to shower and eat after work. She then told me that she and her room mate were kid napping me and get over there. I was not feeling like going out or being around any one at the time, thought I know she could make me feel better and agreed, but by the time I got ready and look at the bus links, realized by the time I get over to there place i could barley stay 45 mins be for needing to turn around and head home....so that sucked. as invisibleu is one of my best friends I like spend time with her, and she dose very good making me feel better about my self with things get like this. but bus suck in this city and it was ready starting to get late.
so sat around the house feeling rather bored and lonely. just hope with Korn and VnV Nation this weekend, my out look well be feeling better.
just one request, if you feel the need to set me up, please make sure its some one I well like, I am so sick of this date going no were, because people just don't think about what there doing when they try to set up dates

frustrated and not looking well

Wed, 05 Sep 2007 00:41:58 GMT

In the last week My Frustration levels have, jumped to new levels. It feels like nothing can go right. As a result I started to Look to my past for help to see I am not a compete fuck up. I found I have achieved very little of my goal I have set before my self. I now feel like I have worked my ass of with nothing to show for what I have done. But I am not going to rant about my failures have done that a lot lately. It saddens me to know that the games I run, are know up in the air whats going on with them, though one is done for sure, no way to go one with it. and well my big game, I not sure what going to happen, People are not talking to each other, or ever will. Not sure if people are coming back. Because of what happen here at the House. (If you don't now, do not worry about it, I am not going to get in to it.)I just hope the one game I play in I am going to be able to do.(Hey tall Man hint hint...when next game? I well not be able to make it in tell about 6-6:30 if i came straight form work. *raises an arm and takes a sniff and turns white* witch you my not want.)I have also found out today that my Credit history is in the fuck in hole. Not sure how it got there, use to be so god damn good.! So this means, not going to be able to get the loan I wanted to get me back fully on my feet, and take a long need vacation,to help out a really good friend and put most of it in to RRSP. *sigh*. That this rate, I never have the money to retire. Over a week ago, I could walk up to a mirror, and the man I saw was a good strong man, working on become something more and stronger.... now I see a stranger, some one I do not like, some one week and pathetic. There so much more I could say here, but I don't want to rant like that. So I ask my friends to give me a bit of room, I am not doing well, and ready to blow up at everything and anything, though I truly do not want to do that But If I here from any one "Rory all you need is to get laid" I going to kick a shit storm, as much as this statement maybe true, I do not need to here it from every one. I am so fucking sick of hearing it over and over again. And to get this one out of the way "Rory are you ok?" The answer to that is No, I am not ok... I am far from ok. As I am typing this out, Tears are running down my face, and I can barley think clearly.
So if any one up to it, Beers, or coffee and getting my mind off things would be cool

Rory

Frustrated

Tue, 28 Aug 2007 03:58:05 GMT

Over the last few weeks I been feeling rather Frustrated, and I can't figure out what it is. Every little minor frustration see to be multiplying and making me feel worse, I want to lash out at every one, I know this is not good, and been holding it back. Just feel like nothing has been going my way lately I was ready to go all out with some one I think of one of my best friends, because I didn't see the hole picture and just was pissed with them because things did not go my way. The only things that has made me feel better was suburbs, Saturday, D&D on sunday and monday
IF I have been short with any one, or I am, I am sorry and give me a slap, I should not be short with any one.

Sun, 26 Aug 2007 01:36:12 GMT

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

so true

Empire

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 00:26:23 GMT

Ok, Empire is been an Idea that's been Evolving for some time now
The game, it as a very simple story

There was no new Intelligent life found in the starts just Man
A Emperor grow out of the Great house that from
The Emperor is chosen by the Houses
There only Grate laws are, "No house may use weapon's of mass Destruction, All House Must play Income Taxes, and 10% of all house military is given to the Emperor use"
(rest of the laws don't have barrings on the game)
In tell a new Emperor can be named, a chamberlain runs things(more then likely played by me)

The Game well start, just after the Death of the Last Emperor
and the house must come together and Decide a new on
(should take 1 1/2 - 2 years to do this, Yes some one at the end of game Wins by becoming the Emperor)

Hey Levi, do you still remember what you showed me for Building the house at Jeks
I can find that paper, and That was a Kick ass Idea

and here the base of things I am working off of that Levi posted on gamecraft, and I like it

Levi;
I was thinking about ways to make "big politics" of the type usually associated with really crazy downtime into something fun interesting in a LARP, kind-of in the context of science fiction, and I sort of half-stumbled across an old idea that I beat up and made into something you might like.

This might be really cool, or it might be really clever and totally useless.

Every player heads an enclave or cartel.
So, we have this planet, and each of the characters is the leader of some kind of organization - so one guy might be the leader of the Computationists, another the leader of the Church Militant, and so on. While each organisation hails from a specific planet, these factions are their emissaries on a new planet.

The object of political play is to take control of the planet
The varying enclaves, cartels and groups are all vying for control over this new planet. They do this by "yoking" other groups under their control.

The common action of game is negotiation
Getting control isn't generally a simple matter of bludgeoning force. It requires teamwork, and often requires that 'leader' groups make concessions to their under-groups in order to keep them.

At start of game, or end, or both, the group does a "cycle".
Everyone sits down in a half-circle of chairs, with a chairman sitting at the focus of the arc. The chairman walks the group through the steps outlines below - note that this is not done entirely in-character; this is the fuel for the in-character politics. There is to be no discussion during the cycle; this is the resolution, not the event.

NOTE: A group get only one action per cycle. Weakening, Strengthening, Stealing, Schisming, Yoking, and Nominating are all actions, which means each player can participate in only one of those steps.

ALSO NOTE: If two or more groups try to yoke or steal control of a given group at the same time, and their combined spending is sufficient to do so, then whichever of them spent more gain control. If it is sufficient, but there is a tie for highest amount spent, the under-group becomes independent.

Step 1. Income: New players are given ten action tokens. Tokens represent fame, money, power, influence, all the expendable resources that the groups have at their disposal. Players that are established (have played through a cycle before) are given the tokens that they "banked" at the end of the last cycle. Players then get income; the standard income is two tokens. Groups that possess under-groups gain one added token per subject group.

Step 2: Weakening Actions: An under-group may not weaken it's own controller. The chair calls for everyone performing a 'weakening' action to stand. Each person taking this action holds all the tokens that they will be spending on that action in their right hand, and all their other tokens in their left hand. On the count of three, all of the weakeners point at whomever they are weakening. After pointing, they reveal the number of tokens they hold. All the spent tokens are discarded, and whomever they were pointing at then loses twice that many tokens from those they hold. They sit.

Step 3: Strengthening Actions: The chair calls for everyone performing a strengthening' action to stand. Each person taking this action holds all the tokens that they will be spending on that action in their right hand, and all their other tokens in their left hand. On the count of three, all of the strengtheners point at whomever they are affecting. After pointing, they reveal the number of tokens they hold, and gives those tokens to whomever they are strengthening. They sit.

Step 4: Stealing Actions: Under-groups may not steal. The chair calls for everyone performing a stealing' action to stand. Each person taking this action holds all the tokens that they will be spending on that action in their right hand, and all their other tokens in their left hand. On the count of three, all of the stealers point at whomever they are affecting; they may only point at the leaders of under-groups. After pointing, they reveal the number of tokens they hold. Whoever controls the undergroup loses one token for each token spent by the stealer. If the controller runs out of tokens before 'covering' the loss, the stealer takes over control of the undergroup. The chair records any changes of control; all sit.

Step 5: Schisming Actions: Only under-groups may schism. The chair calls for everyone performing a 'schisming' action to stand. Each person taking this action holds all the tokens that they will be spending on that action in their right hand, and all their other tokens in their left hand. Upon standing, they reveal the number of tokens that they hold. For each three tokens revealed in this way, the controller loses one token. If the controller cannot "cover the loss", the undergroup breaks free. The chair records any losses of control; all sit.

Step 6: Yoking Actions: Undergroups may not yoke. The chair calls for everyone performing a yoking' action to stand. Each person taking this action holds all the tokens that they will be spending on that action in their right hand, and all their other tokens in their left hand. On the count of three, all of the yokers point at whomever they are affecting; they may only point at the leaders of groups that are neither under-groups nor controllers. After pointing, they reveal the number of tokens they hold. The leader of the affected group must discard one token for each two tokens revealed in this way; if they run out of tokens before 'covering' the loss, they become an undergroup of the yoker. The chair records any gains of control; all sit.

Step 7: Nominations: The chair calls for everyone performing a 'nomination' action to stand. Each person taking this action holds all the tokens that they will be spending on that action in their right hand, and all their other tokens in their left hand. On the count of three, all of the nominators point at whomever they are affecting, and then reveal the number of tokens thrown. Whichever subject has had the most tokens "thrown at them" becomes chairman of the next round. If there is a tie for the highest, or no nominations are placed, the current chairman remains. The chairman gains no action; while they do withdraw, gain and income, and bank, they may not weaken, strengthen, steal, schism, yoke, or nominate. All sit.

Step 8: Bank. All remaining tokens are deposited with the bank in the name of that group, for the next cycle. Groups have maximum account sizes: An undergroup or independent group cannot bank more than ten tokens; a leader group can bank ten, plus two more for each under-group they possess.
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in a nut shell

Tue, 03 Jul 2007 05:20:10 GMT

A note to Every one
I well be fine, I well survive, and well get though this like I do everything else

And I hate talking to free help lines....but I promised someone that I would, and I well try again. but I am deeply moved that people are worried about me, and makes me feel good
but I find it better talking to my friends and people I know. If any one want to talk to me, and learn more about me, and understand me, or ever just chat, I well, no dancing around questions, no vague answers, I well start out answer. all my mask well be off.

I Have too thank invisibleu(hugz) for throwing me a 30th bday party, I had lots of fun, and I think all that game. I know this was not what I was looking forward to. But it was very good

Tomorrow is my last day of holidays, *sigh*, didn't not spend it how I would like, got stood up twice, had a job interview, had other one rescheduled for next week. play more video games and hung out at home, more then I would have liked. But at lest I got away form work for 6 days

well hope to see some of you tomorrow at Transformers
Rory aka "Wolf"

why dose karma hate me so

Fri, 22 Jun 2007 04:54:41 GMT

well I would like to start this of by saying, SLARPCon was great, Had lots of fun, and cant wait intell next year. well after I come home from a great weekend feeling a live and re-energized, things started going downhill Found out well I was out of town, my bike got stolen, and I am back to having a hard time getting around town...*sigh*. then I found out that the camp site we were going to was flooded, and the only place we could find was a cabin, and the price for the weekend could be going up, and people started to drop out like fly's. Go back to work, and found things were going no where fast, and my stress level shot right back up to how they where when I left. I really should have walked off that morning. Then I got back home, the plane I have set up to sorta maybe go camping fell though, so now I get to spend my holiday at home alone......*sigh*, and not spend my 30th bday with my best-friends, the old crew. I don't get to see them much any more. so this has gotten me down, and feeling so unwill, and feeling so lonely again. hell never though at 30rd, I would have such trouble getting date, or me4eting any one, well I better go be for I rant on to much more